Tokyo: The story begins with a confession.

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"It's not that I don't believe you. I believed you after you said it. It's just that I've never cried while sleeping before, so I find it quite incredible."

Seeing this, Uesugi Kenichi sighed.

He looked away.

Kenichi Uesugi stared at the ceiling, looking very sad, and said...

"I don't know how to describe this feeling. It was very uncomfortable, and the mood I was in at the time..."

He was thinking about how he felt at that time.

"It's like being on a deserted island, surrounded by people who are no different from you, whose thoughts are all different from your own."

As he said this, Uesugi Kenichi turned to look at Ram and asked.

"Lamu, have you ever felt this way? The feeling of being on a deserted island?"

Upon hearing this, Ram raised an eyebrow.

She thought for a moment, then shook her head.

"No."

Seeing this, Uesugi Kenichi didn't know what to say to her, and could only say that Ram was just too naive.

Perhaps there are many feelings she cannot understand right now.

Kenichi Uesugi looked away.

Looking at what was in front of him, Uesugi Kenichi couldn't help but say.

"This world is so complex, so complex that it's hard to look at it directly. I never imagined that the world would be like this."

Kenichi Uesugi sighed.

Ram couldn't understand what he was saying because Uesugi Kenichi's words were too abstract.

At that moment, Ram asked him a question.

"Qianyi, are you alright?"

Upon hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi paused for a moment, then raised an eyebrow and replied.

"Yeah, not bad."

Ram asked him again.

"Would you care for something to eat?"

Seeing this, Uesugi Kenichi raised an eyebrow again. He looked at Ram without saying a word, while Ram explained.

"Because I heard from others that eating something can make you feel better when you're in a bad mood. Maybe if you eat something, your mood will improve."

Upon hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi smiled.

He sighed, shook his head, and explained.

"I don't want to eat."

Kenichi Uesugi looked away, his mood very low, and said.

"I don't want to eat anything right now. I just want to be alone quietly. Just leave me alone. I don't want anything right now. I just want to be alone quietly like this."

Looking at Uesugi Kenichi, Ram didn't know what to say.

I always feel that Uesugi Kenichi's mood is very volatile. Lately, he is always in a state of positive and upward, then suddenly he falls hard, then he wanders in the trough, then he comes to his senses, and then he finds his fighting spirit again and rises up.

Ram was talking about Uesugi Kenichi.

"Qianyi, you have an emotional disorder."

Upon hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi looked over. He remained silent, watching Ram without saying a word, while Ram spoke.

"Does everyone experience this at this age?"

Hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi shook his head.

He turned his gaze away and silently looked ahead. Uesugi Kenichi answered.

"I don't know. Maybe I'm the only one who feels this way. I don't know how to explain it. This feeling is hard to describe. Maybe I should really get checked out to see if I have an emotional disorder."

After that, Kenichi Uesugi did nothing.

He got up.

Then, after taking a shower, Uesugi Kenichi sat quietly cross-legged on the edge of the bed, doing nothing, not even wanting to eat, just sitting there in a daze.

During this process, Kenichi Uesugi went through his own emotional journey.

He wondered if everyone goes through this emotional journey at this age.

Why is that?

Is it because you ate too much and got too full? If you didn't even have money for food, perhaps things wouldn't be like this.

As Uesugi Kenichi was lost in thought, his mother came in.

Mom pushed the door open and came in.

Upon seeing Kenichi Uesugi, Reika Uesugi, who was carrying a tray of food, smiled slightly and asked.

"Qianyi, what are you doing?"

Upon hearing this, Uesugi Kenji looked at his mother, remaining silent, unsure of what to say, and feeling very agitated.

Uesugi Reika came closer and put the food down.

She said to Kenichi Uesugi.

"Lamu has told me everything about you, Qianyi. Don't think too much about it. Mom still loves you very much. If you're unhappy about anything, Mom will always be there to support you."

Hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi's heart stirred.

He thought for a moment, and then said to his mother.

"Yeah, I get it, Mom."

Looking at Kenichi Uesugi, Reika Uesugi smiled, reached out and patted his head, comforting him.

"Just eat your food and don't think about it so much, okay?"

Upon seeing this, Uesugi Ken nodded.

"it is good."

Next, Uesugi Reika went out, and Uesugi Kenichi looked at her silently until the door closed.

Kenichi Uesugi looked away and then at the food.

Looking at it, Uesugi Kenichi had a feeling he couldn't quite describe; his emotions were truly complex.

Unable to talk to his family, he had to get through it all on his own.

Kenichi Uesugi sighed, took the food with a troubled expression, and started eating, hoping that eating something would improve his mood.

However, when people are in a bad mood, food tastes bland and tasteless.

Kenichi Uesugi had no appetite and didn't know what was wrong with him.

Very annoying.

Then, he just sat there alone, eating blankly, just eating and eating. At that moment, Uesugi Kenichi actually felt a strong urge for love?

Chapter 305 Quitting the Internet

On a weekend afternoon, Uesugi Kenichi woke up from his nap and lay there feeling very uncomfortable, his head spinning.

Moreover, he had another dream this time.

Perhaps it was because he had been thinking about it all day, but although he had a dream this time, the dream wasn't as painful. He didn't remember everything, but he remembered most of it.

This is a good dream, a sweet dream.

Uesugi Kenichi wanted to continue, but he woke up. There was nothing he could do. Uesugi Kenichi lay there lazily, slowly recovering from the process.

He needs a moment to recover each time he wakes up.

Otherwise, he wouldn't be able to process it.

Just then, his mother pushed the door open and came in. When Uesugi Kenji saw that it was his mother, he remained silent.

When Uesugi Reika saw that he was awake, she smiled and walked over.

"Qianyi, you're awake?"

Upon hearing this, Uesugi Kenichi remained silent, looking quietly at his mother without uttering a word.

At this moment, Mom came to the bedside and said...

"Actually, it's nothing. It's just that today is the weekend, and Mom was thinking about how the whole family can go on a picnic and have a meal out, so she came to ask you."

Uesugi Kenichi thought it was a good idea.

However, he really felt it was inappropriate.

Kenichi Uesugi was talking about her.

"Mom, I don't want to go."

Seeing this, Uesugi Reika came to the bedside. She stood there in surprise, looking at Uesugi Kenichi, and asked.

"Why? If you don't want to go, where do you want to go?"

Kenichi Uesugi shook his head sullenly at this.

he explained.

"I don't want to go anywhere, Mom. I just want to stay at home."

Uesugi Reika was speechless; she looked at her son with a frustrated expression.

At this moment, she sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Ok."

Sitting there, looking at her son who had just woken up, Uesugi Reika smiled. She wanted to touch his head, but since he had just woken up, his face would definitely be oily, so she didn't.

She just looked at her son and asked.