pertwk Chapter 108 Because I'm alive, because you are here
Chapter 108 Because I'm alive, because you are here
The world suddenly brightened.
Zhang Li’s hands were big and he easily grasped the back of Tang Shu’s head. He buried his head in her hair and took a deep breath.
April 4, 24: in the morning.
Zhang Li suddenly understood the definition of fairies by literati since ancient times. In the literary works handed down for thousands of years, fairies that have been cultivated into human form are deadly to men.
When he was young, he didn't understand and even sneered at it, but now he feels that those men's deaths were not unjust.
Her appearance was perfect, from head to toe, there was not a single place that was not good-looking;
He is also well aware of the weaknesses of human nature, is clever and cunning, and is not burdened by unnecessary emotions.
Sometimes she is well-behaved and obedient, sometimes she is cute and lively, sometimes she is as clear as white paper, and sometimes she turns into a lusty soul that sends people to hell.
But he has a simple mind and disdains quibbling and deception.
She lays all her calculations out to you, letting you decide for yourself whether to take the bait or not, so that you can die with a clear understanding, and you can't blame her.
Zhang Li took a step back and turned on the lights in the apartment.
The sudden light made Tang Shu blink.
After not getting a reply, she was a little confused. She pinched the corner of Zhang Li's clothes and moved closer to him, looking up and asking persistently,
"You're not going to do it? Brother Zhang Li."
Really....
Zhang Li raised his head and closed his eyes.
Although he knew in his heart that Shushu knew he was sad, she wanted to comfort him with the things he liked.
but,
How can you ask such a question with such pure eyes?
Zhang Li slowed down and chuckled in her ear,
"Don't be in a hurry. Haven't you eaten yet? Eat something first."
*
Zhang Li’s apartment is still the same as before, with white walls and white floor tiles, the entire space is a stark white color.
Apart from the bed and a double sofa, there was nothing else.
He went into the bathroom to wash up. Tang Shu casually opened the refrigerator at the entrance. There was no strange smell, but it was empty and clean.
She glanced around. Zhang Li should come here often, but he just stayed for a while and left. There were no personal belongings of his in the apartment. It seemed very cold.
As far as the eye can see, there is a pair of white soft fur slippers on the shoe cabinet, for women, new and unopened.
Tang Shu pushed open the bathroom door and leaned in to look. There were two cups on the sink opposite her, and in one of them was a new green toothbrush.
These things should have been prepared for her by Zhang Li three years ago.
*
Zhang Li turned off the water, walked out of the shower room, and took a bath towel and wrapped it around his waist.
Tang Shu blushed and asked him,
"Zhang Li, how are you?"
This way of getting along makes it feel like the two of us are living together.
"Yeah...almost done."
Zhang Li lowered his eyes and didn't look at her. He walked to the mirror and touched the bluish-gray layer on his chin.
Tang Shu felt inexplicably guilty tonight and tried hard to be nice to Zhang Li.
She coquettishly took his hand and took him outside to sit on the sofa.
"Brother, let me help you shave~"
Zhang Li smiled, with a doting look on his face, "Will you?"
"It won't be that hard... Doesn't my brother trust me?"
"Shave it for you."
He opened the drawer and took out a sharp razor. The blade looked like it had just been replaced and was flashing a cold light.
"But this is all I have. Are you afraid?"
Why would a good young man use such a thing? This knife is really weird.
Tang Shu looked calm and took it carefully.
"Don't be afraid, brother. Leave it to me."
"it is good."
*
The young man sat on the white fabric sofa, wrapped only in a towel, with a hot and humid air still lingering on his body.
Her black hair was half dry and hung in front of her forehead in a somewhat messy manner. There was a smile and indulgence in her eyes, and she looked inexplicably well-behaved.
Tang Shu knelt on the sofa on both sides of his thighs, facing each other, squeezed out shaving foam, and applied it to his chin bit by bit.
Then he threw the can aside, held the prepared wet towel in his left hand, and raised the razor in his right hand.
Because of the height difference, she knelt very straight, close to the man, and her petite body seemed to cover the whole man.
For fear of scratching Zhang Li, Tang Shu leaned close to Zhang Li's face, with her nose almost touching his.
He carefully scraped off the white foam on his chin bit by bit, and the bluish-gray color that had just appeared also disappeared without a trace.
She stared at his face intently, and Zhang Li tilted his head slightly, also looking at her intently.
The breaths of their two people met silently, and they were so close that they were stained with each other's scent.
"call..."
Tang Shu breathed a sigh of relief and finished shaving her chin and the area around her lips.
She pulled the hair on the back of Zhang Li's head, forcing him to raise his head higher.
Then, she lowered her center of gravity, sat on his thighs, and more carefully moved her fragile jaw and neck gently.
Put away the knife and wipe it carefully with a warm towel.
Zhang Li suddenly raised his hand and held Tang Shu in place, maintaining the condescending posture just now, unable to move.
Tang Shu looked at Zhang Li absentmindedly. Without the annoying blue-gray color, the man was so handsome that he leaned back on the sofa with his head tilted back, his eyes looking upwards, which was really quite alluring.
"Zhang Li..."
"Ok?"
"Your breathing is so tangy..."
Hearing this, Zhang Li leaned forward, and the tips of their noses rubbed against each other intimately.
"Because you are alive...because you are here."
*
There was no equipment to boil water in the apartment, so I didn’t get to eat instant noodles.
Fortunately, Tang Shu randomly picked up a few small cakes from the supermarket downstairs. They were cheap cakes wrapped in transparent plastic bags and were brightly colored in red and green.
The two of them knew each other since childhood and had tried sharing a pancake before, so naturally they would not dislike the cake.
The double sofa was small, so Tang Shu and Zhang Li sat side by side, close together.
There was no TV in the apartment, and the two of them held the small cake and ate it attentively.
The road outside the window finally became quiet, the city fell asleep, and the world belonged to them.
Even if the food tastes bad, I am still very satisfied.
The only sound that could be heard in the space was the sound of each other swallowing. Zhang Li raised his hand to help her wipe the cake crumbs from the corner of her mouth, and then naturally put the cake into his own mouth.
*
There was only a bottle of mineral water in the plastic bag. Zhang Li unscrewed the lid and handed it to Tang Shu.
Tang Shu shook her head and said she was not thirsty.
Zhang Li leaned casually on the sofa. Afraid that the water would be dirty and Tang Shu would not be able to drink it for a while, he hung the bottle mouth in the air and drank from it.
A thin stream of transparent water poured out from the mouth of the bottle and poured into the slightly opened lips below.
Zhang Li's facial features are really delicate, and Tang Shu sometimes thinks they are prettier than her own.
He took off all the masks and disguises and just tilted his head back to drink water. The excess water flowed down the corners of his mouth, over the line of his fragile yet stubborn neck, and unexpectedly jumped and fell at his Adam's apple.
Tang Shu was like a dazed woman. She knelt down and sat up, moving closer to him like a kitten, with her lips touching his, trying to drink the water together with him.
There was no kiss, but it was much more ambiguous than a kiss.
"Didn't you say you weren't thirsty?" Zhang Li asked in a hoarse voice.
Tang Shu licked her lips, "I wasn't thirsty just now, but now I am thirsty..."
"Ah,"
The man lowered his eyes and smiled, then he held the little fairy on his lap, changed the direction of the bottle mouth, and fed her water.
Each person drank two sips, and then somehow they were fed together.
......
The atmosphere was just right, and Zhang Li finally fulfilled Tang Shu's wish and hugged her on the sofa.
......
*
At three o'clock in the morning, Tang Shu lay lazily on the bed.
Under the snow-white bedding, her skin as white as cream looks like a flawless work of art.
Zhang Li couldn't help but lean over and kiss her shoulder, his attention drawn to the green hair behind her left ear.
He moved closer and looked at the obviously extra green hair with a puzzled expression.
"Your brother is really..."
He wanted to say that he was as fierce as a wolf and a tiger, wanted to say that he was hypocritical, wanted to say that he was a sex-hungry ghost... he wanted to say that he had gone too far.
Tang Shu looked back at him, the corners of her eyes were as red as peach blossoms after the rain, and she looked gorgeous, but her eyes were still frighteningly clear.
"Ok?"
With just this one syllable, Zhang Li's eyes became dark again.
"No wonder he..."
We are all just human.
He reached out his hand and pulled the powerless fairy into his arms, letting her head lean on his shoulder.
He leaned over and gave her a soft kiss.
"Is there still a lot of things you need to do?" Zhang Li asked in a hoarse voice behind his ear.
Tang Shu nodded, then shook her head.
"...Not for long."
"it is good."
She grabbed the man's soft hair with her backhand, hesitantly.
"Zhang Li, if you mind, you can tell me..."
"No problem,"
Zhang Li stared into Tang Shu's eyes and finally regained his normal mental state.
"I'm sorry for making you worry this time, I won't do it again next time."
His love is almost pathological.
Tang Shu touched Zhang Li's eyelashes and whispered softly,
"Zhang Li, you are so nice."
"Is that all? I have something...better..."
The man picked her up and got out of bed.
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